this is me.

 

I am simply who I am. I always thought that who I am was made up of the ideas and thoughts people had about me. I realized that what they think, does not make me who I am. I'm Nicholas A. Weimer. I'm a lover, a fighter. I'm a good guy, a bad guy. I am friend, boyfriend, brother, and a son. Life is what you make of it, so make it the best.

March 7, 2010

  • ams.

    I don’t know where to start or how to even begin to pour my words out. As you know, I like you. Quite a lot, actually. I have had heart to hearts with Mike on multiple occasions. You always want to know what I say to him, so I will see if I can write it down for you. Well, it always starts off with me saying that I really like you. There is something about you that just makes me feel alright. You make me feel safe and loved. I trust you more than I trust just about everyone else in this world. It’s nice to feel happy again, it’s nice to feel like things couldn’t get any better. For the longest time, I swore to myself that I would not trust another human being. I just couldn’t. I couldn’t allow myself to be hurt yet again; I just wouldn’t be able to do it. I had a tendency of just throwing myself haphazardly into trusting people and believing everyone was good. Then out of nowhere, this unbelievably beautiful angel comes out of nowhere and just rescues me. She proves to me that there is at least one good person left in this world and that it’s okay to trust someone. Alison, I know I’m not the greatest looking guy in the world, I know I’m not the most athletically fit guy, I smoke, I fart, I burp and I say ridiculous things, but I do know that you have completely swept me off my feet. I don’t know where you and I will go. I don’t know if things will ever progress or digress but you have made me one of the happiest people alive. Your touch sends chills down my spine and your lips set my heart ablaze. I have decided that I want to be with you. Whether it’s now, tomorrow, three weeks from now or three years from now. You are worth the wait, you are worth the fight, and you are worth every second of every day. I have fallen for you and you are just going to have to deal with it.

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February 17, 2010

  • this is when

    …I give up.

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February 8, 2010

  • formspring.me

    ask away, please.

    http://formspring.me/ohnickynapalm

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February 7, 2010

  • I’m dying!! I feel like I’m going to throw up again! :<

    kisabel:

    there are only a few people i can trust around here and they actually care to fucking talk to me.

    end/

    I’m off to watch my life as liz and reminiscence about how my life would be

    with or without bryson.

    -_______-

    I hope you feel better :)

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  • I want a boyfriend that:

    kisabel:

    dropdeadjenny:

    swimmingintheflood:

    lameo:

    swimmingintheflood:

    liriangelcarolina:

    -I can open up to.
    -Is incredibly cute in every single way.
    -Cares about me. I mean REALLY cares.
    -Has an adorable voice.
    -Is always a sweetheart. Always.
    -Will pick me up in the mornings to eat breakfeast at Denny’s.
    -Is funny, charming, and smart.
    -Will make me smile like there’s no tomorrow.
    -WILL BUY MY MOM A BOTTLE OF JOSE CUERVO AND A PACK OF MARLBORO FOR MY AUNT.
    -Is a gentlemen.
    -Is understanding.
    -Knows everything about me.
    -Has a good head on his shoulders.
    -Is a good kisser.
    -Is always down to do something fun.
    -Isn’t a “player” but has game. Haha.
    -Will come over to watch a bunch of movies with me. When I say watch, I mean actually watch them. Lets not have the movie be watching US, if you know what I mean…
    -Knows how to treat a girl. 
    -Isn’t rude.
    -Will call me at 3am to tell me that he loves me.  ;)
    -Isn’t an asshole.
    -Will let me call him papi! Lmfao. XD
    -Has nothing but GOOD intentions.
    -Will take cute pictures with me.

    minus all the malboro, hispanic, papi shit,

    and that’s lane right there

    :] <3

    you can call me papi if you want

    HAHAHAHAHAHAH xDDDDDD

    OH HAI

    ;D

    I would love to find someone like that >.<

    this person doesn’t exist.

    I would love to be that guy for someone who deserves it but hell, I don’t want a boyfriend :)

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  • Dear Everyone

    text me but please make sure to tell me who you are :)

    407 456 2201

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  • it saddens me that a lot of the people I considered family are going nowhere with their lives now and are making absolutely nothing of themselves. Even the people I thought would. Some of them just need to get out of this god forsaken town. It breaks my heart to see how much they have lost due to their poor choices. I suppose things happen for a reason, right?

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  • words are not enough, let your actions speak.

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December 21, 2009

  • tis the season to be jolly.

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December 14, 2009

  • and nothing feels real anymore

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