I am simply who I am. I always thought that who I am was made up of the ideas and thoughts people had about me. I realized that what they think, does not make me who I am. I'm Nicholas A. Weimer. I'm a lover, a fighter. I'm a good guy, a bad guy. I am friend, boyfriend, brother, and a son. Life is what you make of it, so make it the best.
March 7, 2010
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I don’t know where to start or how to even begin to pour my words out. As you know, I like you. Quite a lot, actually. I have had heart to hearts with Mike on multiple occasions. You always want to know what I say to him, so I will see if I can write it down for you. Well, it always starts off with me saying that I really like you. There is something about you that just makes me feel alright. You make me feel safe and loved. I trust you more than I trust just about everyone else in this world. It’s nice to feel happy again, it’s nice to feel like things couldn’t get any better. For the longest time, I swore to myself that I would not trust another human being. I just couldn’t. I couldn’t allow myself to be hurt yet again; I just wouldn’t be able to do it. I had a tendency of just throwing myself haphazardly into trusting people and believing everyone was good. Then out of nowhere, this unbelievably beautiful angel comes out of nowhere and just rescues me. She proves to me that there is at least one good person left in this world and that it’s okay to trust someone. Alison, I know I’m not the greatest looking guy in the world, I know I’m not the most athletically fit guy, I smoke, I fart, I burp and I say ridiculous things, but I do know that you have completely swept me off my feet. I don’t know where you and I will go. I don’t know if things will ever progress or digress but you have made me one of the happiest people alive. Your touch sends chills down my spine and your lips set my heart ablaze. I have decided that I want to be with you. Whether it’s now, tomorrow, three weeks from now or three years from now. You are worth the wait, you are worth the fight, and you are worth every second of every day. I have fallen for you and you are just going to have to deal with it.
